emptiness..

Been having weird dreams recently. It's always about death, murders, monsters.. sometimes with people I know and sometimes total strangers. Can I have "dreamless" sleep, please? I don't wanna wake up in the middle of the night anymore! Argh! Is this, like, considered insomnia?

Had my hair permed yesterday afternoon.

Straight.

Curly.

Wanted to look more mature so I wouldn't appear like a "xiao mei mei" next to him. Sigh! Are we always gonna be like this? I'd be lost if I lost you. I'm not sure if you'll even read this... ...

There're so many things I wanna do in life. I had a plan. Then you came along. I'm not sure I have a plan anymore... ...

Sigh!

I'm so glad I have friends who are always there for me. I really appreciate it. Sp, shandy, caren.. I love you gals...

I wanna go on a holiday. A long holiday. Far far away.

Saw an interesting article: The food you choose reflects you.

Meat - angry often; chew aggressively; it's a release, like screaming or stomping your feet.
"Bulky foods" (pasta/rice) - lonely; you're empty, so you want something that makes you feel full.
Chips/crackers - stressed out.
"Comfort foods" (ice cream/cheese) - sad.
Bread/doughnuts - sexually frustrated.

Note: If you're prone to losing your temper, beware; being angry can make your lungs weaker.

Someone I know can't live without meat and he chews rather aggressively.