Life..

Caren says life is a bed of roses... ... complete with the thorns.

I think life's like dark chocolate - bittersweet. Mostly bitter, sometimes sweet.

Just got the bad news from Caren. I actually had a dream about it last night but I didn't wanna say it. How come only the bad dreams come true? Sigh! I sure hope the rest of the dream don't come true...

Oh. I managed to pass my exam yesterday. Will most likely get contracted by next monday. I'm still keeping my full time job though (for the time being anyway). Thought S will meet me after my exams but she was sick. So, I called my darling and met up with her, her darling and Joe in Orchard. Darling and I wanted to watch "Happy Feet" but the guys... ... Sigh! So, we watched "Just Friends" instead. The movie was better than what I expected. Maybe cuz of the fact that I can relate to the main character (who happens to be a pretty cute guy.. haha! Darling thinks he's cute too!)

Was chatting with Joe about not having much friends. I guess most people have this experience: one day, you feel so damn bored and you wanna look for someone to go out with. So, you take out your mobile phone, scroll through your contact list and realise you can't find anyone and it hits you, "I don't have much friends." Yes. It happens to me. Happens to Joe. Happens to a few people that I know. So, I came to this conclusion: It's not that we don't have much friends, it's just that at that point in time, all our friends are busy or presumably busy by us. Anyway, for me, I'd rather just have a few true friends. I'd be really contented.

Hmm. After the show, we went to HK Cafe for dinner and I had this:

Yummy! (It's mango ice, by the way.)

Don't have much of an appetite recently. I want to live to eat but at times like this, I eat to live.

I'm disappointed in someone and myself.

"No I can’t forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that’s just the way
The story goes
You always smile
but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

No I can’t forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go"

I hate to think too much but I can't stop my brain from thinking. If my brain stops working, I'd probably be dead. What do I tell myself the most? - "Don't think too much!" And, the thing is, most things are actually pretty simple before complications mess them up.

On a lighter note, there's something my mum told me last night and I think it's plain stupid. I have this neighbour who actually called the police cuz she lost her pet bird!!! Oh, and her pet bird happens to be some wild bird which she caught somewhere in the neighbourhood. The police went knocking on doors and asking if anyone has seen the bird!!! Taxpayers didn't pay policemen to look for lost birds! Argh! Did I mention that she claimed that someone stole her bird??? Is she crazy or what? Probably been watching too many drama serials... ... %!$@#^%!$@$!

Shin can't meet us tomorrow to teach us jap. Sigh! Gotta self-study then.